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Friday, December 24, 2010 @ 12:12 AM
remember those first three months we met, when you said those three words to me, and i didn't reply anything similar to you? then on the 10th January 2010, i got you teary-eyed because to me, it took me my whole guts to day those three words to you and make sure you'll always be mine. i didn't want it to be forever, cause we both know forever doesn't exist. i at least wanted it to last long or be permanent.
but that was a year ago.. and now, i'm the one who has to keep it all inside until you come back. just.. come home soon, okay? i know you will :) :)
i miss you THIS much, boy. i really do.
You ain't cheap, homegirls :)
Sunday, December 19, 2010 @ 9:44 AM
— Get over him. He’s not even worth it. He is not worth your time or your tears. Yeah you loved him, I know that. And I know you just can’t see yourself with anyone other than him, I get that. I’ve been there. But why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who he is with. Do you honestly think he is thinking about you? No. Sure it hurts, the fact that he is out there falling in and out of love with other girls. Yeah you’re going to see him with one of his new girlfriends. Prepare yourself, because straight up; it’s gonna hurt. He will hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter just because he knows you’re watching. He knows it’s killing you; and that’s why he will do it. Don’t let him get to you because that, well that’s exactly what he wants. Don’t give him what he wants. He doesn’t even deserve it. So what if he doesn’t talk to you? Do you honestly wanna be friends with an asshole like him anyway? Thing is, I know you still do. But give it time. Because all he would do is talk about his new girlfriend and just try and make you jealous, and really. Do you want to hear that? No. So screw him and his girlfriend. He will be sorry, trust me. When he finally sees you with some other guy who’s not him. With that huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close, he will realize how happy you are now. And how happy your boyfriend is because he has you; the girl of his dreams. He will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decided to choose her over you, when he decided he just did not love you the same. Trust me, he will be sorry. So don’t go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you know you’ll never get. Or that IM you know he will never send you simply because he likes to ignore you. He likes to pretend he doesn’t see you online, and he does it out of spite just because he knows it’s killing you. When he walks past you in the hallways, he is gonna look past you, but you need to know he only does that because he knows somewhere inside you, it will hurt. I’m not gonna lie to you. It will hurt. It will hurt a lot. But it will hurt even more when you see her name and how much he loves her in his profile. It’s all going to hurt. Knowing you’re not the girl that’s making him smile. Knowing you’re not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing you’re not the face on his wallpaper. Knowing you won’t be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing there’s not going to be anymore late night phone calls arguing about who loves who the most. And you know what? Today, tomorrow, next week, or maybe months from now; your phone will go off with a text message, you will instantly grab your phone hoping it’s him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot. But trust me; he’s got too much pride. Even if he wanted to get back together with you, he wouldn’t tell you. You’re soon going to realize he doesn’t care about you anymore and he won’t be the first person you think of calling when you’re upset. He won’t be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yeah it’s going to hurt; its going to hurt a lot. But you know what you’re going to do? You’re going to hold your head up. You’re going to show him you’re better off without him and you don’t need him in your life. You’re going to prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life by letting you go and that you never really needed him anyway.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010 @ 7:32 PM
and again, everytime those memories come around, the world reminds me of you. seriously, why can't they let me make you slip off my mind :(
Tuesday, November 9, 2010 @ 10:54 AM
you know I'll fight for you to stay.
Thursday, November 4, 2010 @ 10:36 PM
Do You Ever Wonder? I mean, about us. What happened? It was almost as if our relationship was a piece of paper, crumpled up and thrown away. Forgotten. What might have happened if we didn’t crumple it up and throw it away? Maybe we would still be together. Maybe not. Or maybe secretly we haven’t thrown it away yet. We’re saving it ‘cause we’re hoping, maybe, someday we can pull it out of our pockets and rekindle what we once had. Or maybe it’s not even that we want it back. Maybe it’s just that we don’t want to lose what we had, but at the same time, we already know it’s lost. I wonder that a lot, and I wonder if you wonder sometimes, too.
-iareangeline.
yeah.. do you? :/
Tuesday, November 2, 2010 @ 9:24 PM
24846.) The only person who can make me feel better is the same person who hurt me in the first place.
24851.) I don’t want us to drift apart. You mean so much to me. It’s killing me the way things ended.
24861.) I love you, so I’m setting you free. But I’m praying you’ll find your way back because I know you’re the one I want to be with.
its true.. and i don't feel sorry for what i feel, for you..
Someone changed my life. He would hold my hands without complaining. He would drive me somewhere and the both of us would be
watching the stars. He'd kiss me on the forehead. He doesn't judge me by the way I talk, laugh, move or wear. He used to..
Nisa Metussin :) ♥
Every October 28th, i'll turn to a new age. I am what i eat.
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