HERE AND THERE.

2010-12-24T00:12:00.002+08:00

remember those first three months we met, when you said those three words to me, and i didn't reply anything similar to you? then on the 10th January 2010, i got you teary-eyed because to me, it took me my whole guts to day those three words to you and make sure you'll always be mine. i didn't want it to be forever, cause we both know forever doesn't exist. i at least wanted it to last long or be permanent.

but that was a year ago.. and now, i'm the one who has to keep it all inside until you come back. just.. come home soon, okay? i know you will :) :)

i miss you THIS much, boy. i really do.

You ain't cheap, homegirls :)

2010-12-19T09:44:00.000+08:00

— Get over him. He’s not even worth it. He is not worth your time or your tears. Yeah you loved him, I know that. And I know you just can’t see yourself with anyone other than him, I get that. I’ve been there. But why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who he is with. Do you honestly think he is thinking about you? No. Sure it hurts, the fact that he is out there falling in and out of love with other girls. Yeah you’re going to see him with one of his new girlfriends. Prepare yourself, because straight up; it’s gonna hurt. He will hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter just because he knows you’re watching. He knows it’s killing you; and that’s why he will do it. Don’t let him get to you because that, well that’s exactly what he wants. Don’t give him what he wants. He doesn’t even deserve it. So what if he doesn’t talk to you? Do you honestly wanna be friends with an asshole like him anyway? Thing is, I know you still do. But give it time. Because all he would do is talk about his new girlfriend and just try and make you jealous, and really. Do you want to hear that? No. So screw him and his girlfriend. He will be sorry, trust me. When he finally sees you with some other guy who’s not him. With that huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close, he will realize how happy you are now. And how happy your boyfriend is because he has you; the girl of his dreams. He will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decided to choose her over you, when he decided he just did not love you the same. Trust me, he will be sorry. So don’t go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you know you’ll never get. Or that IM you know he will never send you simply because he likes to ignore you. He likes to pretend he doesn’t see you online, and he does it out of spite just because he knows it’s killing you. When he walks past you in the hallways, he is gonna look past you, but you need to know he only does that because he knows somewhere inside you, it will hurt. I’m not gonna lie to you. It will hurt. It will hurt a lot. But it will hurt even more when you see her name and how much he loves her in his profile. It’s all going to hurt. Knowing you’re not the girl that’s making him smile. Knowing you’re not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. Knowing you’re not the face on his wallpaper. Knowing you won’t be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing there’s not going to be anymore late night phone calls arguing about who loves who the most. And you know what? Today, tomorrow, next week, or maybe months from now; your phone will go off with a text message, you will instantly grab your phone hoping it’s him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot. But trust me; he’s got too much pride. Even if he wanted to get back together with you, he wouldn’t tell you. You’re soon going to realize he doesn’t care about you anymore and he won’t be the first person you think of calling when you’re upset. He won’t be the one to put that smile back on your face. And yeah it’s going to hurt; its going to hurt a lot. But you know what you’re going to do? You’re going to hold your head up. You’re going to show him you’re better off without him and you don’t need him in your life. You’re going to prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life by letting you go and that you never really needed him anyway.

2010-11-23T19:32:00.001+08:00

and again, everytime those memories come around, the world reminds me of you.
seriously, why can't they let me make you slip off my mind :(

2010-11-09T10:54:00.000+08:00

you know I'll fight for you to stay.

2010-11-04T22:36:00.001+08:00

Do You Ever Wonder?
I mean, about us. What happened? It was almost as if our relationship was a piece of paper, crumpled up and thrown away. Forgotten. What might have happened if we didn’t crumple it up and throw it away? Maybe we would still be together. Maybe not. Or maybe secretly we haven’t thrown it away yet. We’re saving it ‘cause we’re hoping, maybe, someday we can pull it out of our pockets and rekindle what we once had. Or maybe it’s not even that we want it back. Maybe it’s just that we don’t want to lose what we had, but at the same time, we already know it’s lost. I wonder that a lot, and I wonder if you wonder sometimes, too.

-iareangeline.

yeah.. do you? :/

2010-11-02T21:24:00.003+08:00

24846.) The only person who can make me feel better is the same person who hurt me in the first place.

24851.) I don’t want us to drift apart. You mean so much to me. It’s killing me the way things ended.

24861.) I love you, so I’m setting you free. But I’m praying you’ll find your way back because I know you’re the one I want to be with.

its true.. and i don't feel sorry for what i feel, for you..

2010-10-30T21:11:00.001+08:00

The girl who doesn’t get nicely dressed up everyday. The girl who doesn’t have to have her makeup perfect everyday. The girl who has that little boyish side to her. The girl who doesn’t have a ton of pictures of her showing off a ton of skin and puckering up her lips online. The girl who’s willing to run around in the rain without caring about her hair. The girl who will stay up with you all night on the phone. The girl who’s willing to play video games with you, and not stop until she beats you. The girl who doesn’t make every guy’s head turn. The girl who not every single person will call pretty. The girl who lives in her own little world along with a few other people. The girl who doesn’t care what people think. The girl who is also like a best friend to you. The girl who sat there and listened to you, about anything, always. That girl, that’s the girl who’s worth it. That’s the girl who you can fall in love with and never regret it.

2010-10-28T11:40:00.003+08:00

so here's the deal.
its your 17th birthday today.
from what you've told me, you don't want anymore tears rolling down those cheeks, no more frowns nor being sad. your new life starts today :D
come on, nisa. this time, stick to it! and don't let it pass you by.
never ever let any happiness that's in front of your eyes slips just like that.
kapish, girl?
you gotta work it girl.
remember, 'Don't worry about the people from your past. There's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.'
believe in that, you'll be okay. i promise :)

2010-10-26T23:13:00.001+08:00

I get on better with boys than girls. So just because I’m friends with loads of boys, it doesn’t mean I’m a whore. I would just rather have true friendships than bitchy problems

thas one true fact about me ;)
one more day to go for all the shits to be here. and then i'll blow them away :D

2010-10-25T11:41:00.001+08:00

Did you know that, when u carry Quraan, Shaitan gets a headache. When you open it, he collapses. When he sees you reading it he faints. When you are about to forward this message, he will discourage you. So re-blog this.

2010-10-24T21:42:00.001+08:00

you : the heart knows either you're still waiting and hoping or not.

tell me, what does my heart say and feel now?

2010-10-23T16:28:00.000+08:00

22799.) Even when you miss her, think about her and love her, I’ll ~~always~~ love you, miss you and think about you and be there for you. I promised you.

2010-10-18T15:09:00.002+08:00

sometimes I want you to come back,
to stop my heart from aching.
sometimes I want you to walk away,
cus its pain that I'm feeling.

i don't know what to feel :(
i miss you, boy.. i really do.

2010-10-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

Now I know I messed up bad, you were the best I ever had, I let you down in the worst way, It hurts me every single day, I’m dying to let you know, Now I’m here to say I’m sorry
And ask for a second chance

- State of Shock

2010-10-15T16:11:00.003+08:00

confession #1:

I'm better friends with boys then I am with girls, just because they are not judgemental. NO OFFENSE GIRLS.

2010-10-13T14:28:00.004+08:00

After all I’ve gone through with you, I can’t even picture being committed with someone. I don’t even like guys anymore really.. Sure, I like them for one day and then I move on the next. Why? They aren’t you. But what the hell makes you so special?

tell me if its true..

Reblogged.

2010-10-06T15:36:00.000+08:00

Reblog if you ever say: “I give up” but you know you’re going to keep trying.

I'm sorry..

2010-09-24T23:23:00.007+08:00

its finally here :)

first anniversary of us, being friends :)

thank you, like, so so so much for being there.

n : eeh, gb ani tau kah kenapa today means so much to me?

gb : awu, tau gb. first time kamu bertentangan mataaaaaaaa.

hahahha he was.. annoyed, i guess? HAHAHA oh well :p

so yes, it was.

and i miss you, boy ;)

2010-09-23T16:11:00.001+08:00

just another day to go, and i can't hardly wait =)

Happy Birthday, Nina Hassan :D

2010-09-22T22:57:00.005+08:00

hey you.. can I just pretend that you've been with me throughout everyday of my life?
it just makes me feel so much better to feel so :)

How can I FORGET YOU WHEN YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND?
How can I NOT WANT YOU WHEN YOU ARE ALL I WANT INSIDE?
How can I LET YOU GO WHEN I CANT SEE US APART?
How can I NOT LOVE YOU WHEN YOU CONTROL MY HEART?

You taught me how to love. You taught me how to live.
You taught me how to laugh.
You taught me how to cry.
But when you left, YOU FORGOT TO TEACH ME HOW TO FORGET YOU.

A million words wouldn't bring you back. I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears. I know because I've cried.

I may regret the way we ended but I WILL NEVER REGRET WHAT WE HAD.

Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn't mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes GOODBYE IS A PAINFUL WAY TO SAY I LOVE YOU.

I never knew I could feel so much pain, and yet be so in love with the person causing it.

One of the hardest things you'll ever have to do is stop loving someone because they've stopped loving you.

you're still those colourful rainbows that come out after it rained.
i miss you :)

2010-09-21T13:56:00.003+08:00

missing you..
it's a nice feeling..
though it hurts at the same time.

but, I guess I'm alright ;)

2010-09-17T09:20:00.004+08:00

some people say, life is a dream. either its a nightmare or a sweetdream, they choose to wake up from it or keep living it as a reality. but from some parts of life, I just want to wake up from it..

'And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket. But I've gotta get a move on with my life. It's time to be a big girl now. Big girls don't cry.' - Fergie.

2010-09-14T23:37:00.003+08:00

the one who keeps telling itself, that girl is no competition, that girl has nothing to do with what she's going through. nothing at all.. and that'd be me.

because I believe things will be better in time that we're not sure of :) I believe it will.. and people cannot stop someone from believing.. can they?

2010-09-13T00:25:00.002+08:00

from everything..

2010-09-09T16:29:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry I took a long time to pack and

leave.

2010-09-05T23:48:00.002+08:00

i don't know what to think anymore..

i guess i just miss you so bad :(

2010-09-04T13:23:00.000+08:00

aku merindukanmu,

setengah mati merindu..

i don't know when it'll stop.

2010-08-29T10:48:00.000+08:00

I get all psyched, hyped up everytime i see you.

but expect nothing.

2010-08-18T23:08:00.002+08:00

if you run away now,

will you come back around?

do you remember this?

dated on 1st November 2009.

i know. i can't turn back time.

but..

listen.

2010-08-09T19:24:00.002+08:00

who i am now is far from who i used to be..

and i realize.

Happy Birthday, nini :)

2010-07-28T16:23:00.002+08:00

do you know of what my heart has to say?

yes, you, amazing :)

and,

Happy Belated Birthday, babah :)

love love!

2010-07-18T22:50:00.004+08:00

"I DON’T WANT TO BECOME ANOTHER GIRL YOU HAD A “THING” WITH. I DON’T WANT TO BECOME SOMEONE YOU USED TO KNOW. I DON’T WANT TO SEE YOU LOOK AT ANOTHER GIRL THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME. I WANT TO BE THE GIRL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH AND CAN NEVER FIND ANOTHER TO REPLACE WITH. I WANT TO BE THE GIRL YOU GROW UP WITH AND SHARE THE BEST MEMORIES WITH. I WANT TO BE THE GIRL WHOM EVERYONE THINKS YOU’RE GOING TO END UP MARRYING BECAUSE OF HOW PERFECT WE ARE TOGETHER."

so, stay?

2010-07-15T18:02:00.002+08:00

remember how strong we were going through things?

and we stood still like nothing could break us down?

i miss you, amazing.

you know who you are :)

xx.

♥♥

2010-07-13T13:53:00.003+08:00

yes, yes, yes!

Muhammad Afiff birthday sudah :D

alhamdulillah i get to celebrate with you on one of your important days in life :')

nisa doakan, supaya afif murah rezeki, selalu berjaya dengan apa yang afif buat, afif achieve apa yang afif mau. nisa selalu doakan afif untuk kebaikan afif..

nisa selalu ada sini untuk afif kalau afif rasa afif nada orang lain lagi.

Selamat Ulang Tahun, Muhammad Afiff bin Awang Razali :) ♥♥♥

2010-07-04T11:35:00.006+08:00

to do lists of the month..

[x] update facebook status.

[x] prepare history slides for presentation.

[x] play safe, netball at menglait.

[ ] not to get too stressed out, cus it effin sucks.

[ ] start revision, like, seriously.

[ ] countdown fer real to qualifying, 15 more days :/

[x] be prepared for mock exam's orals :)

see ya.

2010-06-09T15:35:00.000+08:00

this blog is..

dead.

currently on

hiatus.

2010-05-30T21:46:00.002+08:00

attention!

there, as you can see. on the right side of my blog, i have made a NEW chatbox.

you are to be reminded, SPAMMING is NOT allowed.

if you have a problem, you can just contact me via msn.

kapish?

2010-05-29T15:32:00.007+08:00

i am really in need of Amirah Salamat, like, eveerrrrrrrrrr. hahahahahaha :(

hey babygrrrrrrr :)

2010-05-25T16:39:00.002+08:00

'*go to sleep now and dream of me tonight. sweet dreams and sleep tight. HUGSS!'

'wait! .......AFIF SAYANG NISA =)'

'NISA METUSSIN, afif punya! =p'

'aww. nisa em "pop mee" ;)'

'my red indian~'

i remembered this :')

'i miss you =('

'boleh..boleh..boleh.. afif? can i call you my mrs.swan? ;p'

'eh, ada nisa em. hehehe afif mesti la sma nisa. NISA saja! =) okay kn tu?'

atu cute tu badek eh :')

'afif pun mau anak metussin la seorang. boleh? =)'

'bh afif mau yang paling cute atu la. anak no.6 ;) boleh ah? hehehe'

good times, good times..

i love you, boy.

2010-05-24T13:22:00.005+08:00

nobody knows us better than ourselves.

nobody.

just ourself.

can we bring yesterday back around? :)

and its time to throw all the shits away. lets scream these lungs out! :D

hi, badek. i love youuuuuuuuuuuu! :) ♥♥

2010-05-20T15:56:00.005+08:00

i wish i don't have to think about it everyday eversince it happened, though it keeps coming back. i just wana be happy to smile without any doubt about it :)

2010-05-17T16:42:00.003+08:00

i miss you, bang.

like hell i miss you :(

2010-05-13T13:47:00.002+08:00

hai newr, SELAMAT HARI JADI :)

pasal me sayang you tah me simpan gambar kami yang romantis ani ;)

love you, newr.

nisa : noor, mama kata aku lawa :)

noor : awulah, mama kata kau lawa. tapi mama cakap aku paling lawa. pastu, kau lawa, si pijah paling bida.

AHHAHAHAHA perasan.. :p

3 more papers to go, then i'm off doing craps :)

2010-04-20T13:58:00.003+08:00

i miss the times when you would just stop by, then pass my house just because we miss each other :)

good times..

2010-04-19T13:49:00.000+08:00

Is Justin Bieber Dead?

ANSWER : NO, as of 10 March, 2010, Justin Bieber is alive and well. No legitimate reports of his death exist. This is a false rumor.

get your source right.

2010-04-16T13:55:00.003+08:00

ahakz, ahakz. kenangan tew :)

and you see this? eyah! haha

FINAL NETBALL INTERSCHOOL.

Team C : SMR 24 - 25 MSPSBS :')

team b, SMR manang lah pokoknya. haha

CONGRATULATIONS! sorry batah.

and amirah, Happy 3rd Anniversary with beng, alai :) :)

on the 14th. hehe

and abang adek, i miss you :( :(

2010-04-12T18:54:00.004+08:00

this is a cute love story.

a girl and a boy, were holding hands and suddenly the girl
asked.

girl: am i pretty?

boy: no.

girl: do you wish 2 live with me?

boy: no.

girl: will you cry if i leave you?

boy: no.

the girl started to cry. the boy pulled her close to him and hug her. she even cried louder. the boy kissed her to stop her crying and said.

"you're not pretty, but you're beautiful".

"i don't want to live wth you, but i live for you".

"if you leave me, i won't cry, but i'll die, i love you ♥"

eseh, eseh :)

hai, me inda suka you ah. cemana ni?

nisa metussin kata.. hayal dang, diri atu.. inda payah kan bekasar. jangan sampai me melapaskan apa me rasa selama ani ara you, otay? sasak saja you karang mendangar. baik tah adang HEHHE! :) :)

copied from facebook! ;)

kay, scores..

first day, SMR 19 - 17 PAP MASNA.

second match, SMR 34 - 01 SMB.

semi-final SMR 23 - 05 PTEM.

final will be tmrw, 2.45pm. MPH ;) lawan MSPSBS.

yatah payah ni :/

well, goodluck, goodlcuk, goodlcuk :D :D

and.. its funny how people would say today that they'd love

you like, ~~forevaaaaah,~~ and the next day,

you see them with someone else. haha manusia, manusia..

bah, bye.

2010-04-11T11:32:00.003+08:00

okay, first of all, i don't like it when we do the right thing and you keep nagging about it. whats wrong with doing the things that are correct and you still talk about it as if we were never right? come on.. you yourself know that you're not perfect. so why bother pointing out the things that are right? if you play so good, and way better than everyone else, but still not satisfied, go and play by yourself. theres no need to shout. cus i am NOT deaf. why can't you just say it like you talk normally? okay? no need to shout. seriously. your voice is not blunt, if you get what i mean. you're a legend, so called. but that doesn't mean you have to show it. do you? unless, you know, you're a drama queen.. i'm new, and you're history. but you are still ongoing and annoying. so what does that make you? pointer? i don't wana see the glass half empty. respect? its crap. to me for you. its like, it's the other way round instead. we.. i mean I, do respect you. but what do you show? nothing. angin bah, lai. membari sasak jua banar bercakap sama orang inda belurus ani. babal rasanya.

2010-03-29T16:16:00.002+08:00

click this and.. this at the SAME time. you'll find a beat :D :D

and.. it do not seem to work -_-"

kay, off to training now. byex!

2010-03-29T15:16:00.006+08:00

Being a teenager is hard, harder then some can imagine, harder then someone can remember. It’s those years you’ll never forget, though you sometimes wish you could wipe away. They seem to last forever, but when you look back, they went by so fast. Being a teenager is falling in love too fast and too hard, talking for hours on the phone to your bestfriends. Being talked about and talking about others, it’s being guilty when your innocent, its about standing out and fitting in. It’s when you have a million questions that will never be answered. Being a teenager isn’t something you can really describe. We all have our tough timesand our cat fights. Everyone goes through something, but being a teenager, that’s when you feel everything at once. When you’re in love, you’re really in love. When you hate someone, you despise someone. When you’re lonely, you’re miserable. Being a teenager is something you have always got to go through and its the best and worst years of your life. Being a teenager isn’t anything, its everything. It isn’t a big deal,it’s a HUGE deal; and while you’re being a teenager, you ought to live it up because this is the one chance, the one time, you’ll be young, and free and careless; because you are only young once. So screw it up because in the end, no one gets out alive anyway. - Sandy Ngo.

i'm sorry sometimes,
i get a little jealous, thinking that someone else
could make you happier than i could.
i guess it's my insecurities acting up.
because i know that i'm not the prettiest,
smartest or most fun and exciting girl,
that's full of surprises.
but i do know that no matter how
hard and long you look,

you'll never find somebody that
loves you like i do.

and you said, 'Just be yourself and you'll be different.'
i know it kinda slipped off from the second top. but.. yeahhh.

♥ :) :)

i have a book full of your name, you, you, you and you on every page :) ♥♥

sorry if the picture's repeating, i haven't got lots of pictures of you. hehe :)

2010-03-25T11:03:00.000+08:00

okay.. bet mr bean's on drugs..

2010-03-22T18:33:00.005+08:00

poems, poems, poems..
i just like writing hat i've felt and been feeling..
equals to expressing what we're feeling, obviously..

afif, afif, afif..
i just love him running in my mind all day long..
just like missing someone that you hate to miss :)

and HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY,

Salwalina HMS!
malas me greet you besok. hehe :p

training was like, damn, son..
lets keep it low profile. haha whaaat!
AR : Eh, kerumah nisa dulu hantar surat cinta untuk mama tercinta =p
mean.. untuk nisa nya, mana?
AR : Untuk nisa. Umm.. Hati afif saja.

2010-03-16T16:26:00.003+08:00

even if you're well-known for going here and there and have fun, and tend to have more than a dozen of acquaintances, doesn't mean each and every one of them is your friend.

just sayin'. don't take it personally.

stressed out about the people around. haha. sorry!

but the holiday is coming though, so have fun? :D

2010-03-16T13:24:00.004+08:00

when you pray, you feel calm.

smile, smile, smile.

thats how i show my teeth, what i got underneath :D

HAHAHA :D

2010-03-08T16:57:00.003+08:00

berapa batah sudah til i last blogged? haha :D

weekend was awesome.. went out with afif like.. wooot. apaan. haha

i suck at blogging now. haven't i always been? :p

huehuehue. atu bida. haha.

i'm never good with calculations.. and numbers. so i was thinking all these times, numbers' co-operation with me isn't so good.. hahahaha whaaaat.

kay, i'm talking crap.

damn, i miss mirah :(

showie me cuwi gambar yew dari kawan yew.

masha yew birthday ni, bebi :(

salwa's birthday around the corner. woot.

nur amirah.. lajutah me ke rumah yew. supaya me dapat cerita and catch up yew punya cewita :(

afif, afif, afif..

2010-02-22T17:02:00.003+08:00

who am i talking to here?

you. yes, you, boy.

Afiff Razali,

just like a serenade playing all over and i'm never tired of hearing em :)

2010-02-18T19:07:00.001+08:00

1. If a guy cries in front of you during a fight,he’s just using the drama to get your sympathy.

2. We also get self-conscious about our skin(which means zits also stress us out!).

3. Our efforts to impress you are actually very obvious: We show off our shiny new stuff, like a top-of-the-line-gadget or an expensive watch.

4. Wearing makeup isn’t a turn-off. But re-touching every five minutes is, especially if you’re on a date with us.

5. Guys will never understand why girls need to spend an entire hour in the shower.

6. If we feel threatened by another guy, we won’t say anything. But we will definitely do some research to scope out the competition.

7. Guys know their priorities. So if your boyfriend is always “too busy,” he probablydoesn’t want to be with you anymore – enough said.

8. We can like someone our family disapproves of, but we can never fall for a girl who won’t even try to change their minds.

9. A guy won’t kiss a girl on her forehead unless he’s really serious about her.

10. We love it when you notice our new haircut – and compliment us about it.

11. Guys can be sensitive and deep – not all of us are pigs.

12. We get embarrassed by too much attention.

13. Girls are much braver than boys.

14. We find it cute when you’re a messy eater.

15. We like it when you can make funny faces for the camera without worrying about looking silly.

16. At the end of the day, all we really want is your approval.

17. We get threatened when you’re moremakulit (or playful in a good way) with other guys than with us.

18. When we get upset, we find comfort in chocolate and ice cream, too!

19. We love getting early morning phone calls from you, even if you disrupt our peaceful slumber.

20. We have trouble apologizing, but most of the time, we know that we’re wrong and you’re absolutely right.

21. Guys watch cheesy soap operas too!

22. We always check your Facebook page to see ifother guys are leaving flirty comments on your Wall.

23. We gossip with other guys all the time. We’re even more big gossipers than you are!

24. When we choose our clothes for our dates, we actually take note of what we were wearing that last time we saw you. (We don’t want you to think we only have one shirt in our closet.)

25. We still go home and cry to our moms after a bad fight or a breakup.

26. Some guys still have teddy bears on their beds!

27. We believe in fairy tales and unicorns too.

28. On our first date, we’re just as anxious as you are.

29. We’d rather be with quirky, flawed girls than picture-perfect ones.

30. We like girls who can go on unconventional dates with us – like going jogging in the rain together.

31. We’ll let you mess up our hair if we like you.

32. When we tell you that you’re cute, we mean it.Always.

33. We can be really dense, so we also need to be told that we’re cute.

34. We like girls who give us a hard time because when we finally get them to go out with us, the reward is greater.

35. When we pick on you or make fun of you, it means we like you. It’s the good old pigtail-pulling trick.

36. When you force us to watch chick flicks, we pretend not to like them, but we get butterflies, too.

37. Girls who can take care of themselves are way better than damsels in distress.

38. Horror movies freak us out big-time too!

39. Every time we try to make you jealous, it always backfires.

40. We get embarrassed easily. So please don’t laugh at us when we do and say something stupid.

41. We love social networking sites because they give us regular scoop on you.

42. The rain makes us feel all emo and sentimental, too.

43. We really don’t get your “subtle hints.” At all.

44. We’re fine with girls who wear skimpy outfits, but don’t keep tugging and re-adjusting your clothes.

45. Guys feel most of the things girls do. It’s just hard for us to express them.

46. Guys get really shy around their crushes too

47. Malambing girls always win us over – in short,those who are sweet!

48. We’d never admit it, but hearing David Archuleta’s “Touch My Hand” makes us feel all happy and giddy, too.

49. We will always be terrible at remembering dates and details. So we need you to remind us.

50. We try really hard to get you to notice us

51. We like finding solutions to your problems. It makes us feel like a hero.

52. Whether you’re skinny or curvy or somewhere in between, you’re attractive if you’re comfortable about your body.

53. We like it when girls can appreciate spending quiet, alone time with us.

54. We love girls who are upfront about their feelings.

55. When we really, really like you, it’s actually harder for us to make a move because there’s more at stake.

56. We get kilig (shivers or ticklish feelings) when you punch us playfully, even if it hurts sometimes.

57. If we’re really into you, trust us, we will come up with the most complex, most creative strategies to win you over. So don’t say we’re not making an effort, because we are.

58. We like pretty girls, but there has to be more than looks. We’re not shallow.

59. We’re jealous of guys who drives fast cars, in the same way you’re jealous of girls with closets full of designer outfits.

60. Guys also get stressed about maintaining a healthy figure.

61. People think girls are too talkative, but guys are big chatterboxes too.

62. Contrary to what shampoo commercials are always implying, guys don’t always like girls with long black hair. We love short-haired gals too!

63. The songs we play in our car when you’re in the passenger seat have been carefully pre-selected and screened for anything that may be offensive.

64. We love girls who are great with kids. Because if you can be patient with a three-year old, then you can definitely put up with us.

65. We were kind of sad to see High School Musical end. No more Troy and Gabriella!

66. We’re totally vain (especially when it comes to our hair!). But we try our very best to hide it.

67. We think girls in messy ponytails are cuter than girls with salon-perfect hair.

68. We can never be with a girl who is cruel to animals.

69. Before we post a status update on Facebook, we always consider whether you’d think it’s too whiny, or self-absorbed.

70. We like going to the cinema with youbecause we get to share our popcorn and maybe even hold your hand.
71. We will do absolutely anything for our girlfriends.

72. We love it when you sing off-key at the top of your lungs.

73. We will never get why you love posing for photos so much, but we kind of like it when we get to put an arm around you during group shots.

74. Out “just-rolled-out-of-bed-and-threw-on-a-random-outfit” look is more complicated and calculated than it seems.

75. We’ll start a petty argument with you just to get your attention.

76. We find it cute when we see you fidgeting, twirling your hair, biting the straw, and showing that we make you nervous.

77. We get anxious when you go to the bathroom in groups because you might be gossiping about us.

78. We’re huge fans of Gossip Girl too! We were touched when Chuck Bass finally said those three words, eight letters to Blair Waldorf.

79. We try to act mature, but we will never outgrow toys and cartoons!

80. Guys find it cool when a girl has a big appetite.

82. We get kilig (shivers or ticklish feelings) when we see you’ve viewed our Multiply Albums.

83. We love it when you can laugh freely and unpretentiously. The louder, the better!

84. We like it when we get to make you laugh. It makes us feel important.

85. Guys love being taken care of, but sometimes, you have to let us do things on our own. It shows you trust us enough.

86. We always worry about what you think of our fashion sense.

87. It sucks that we can break your heart without meaning to. We’re definitely not proud of this. (We’re Sorry!)

88. We like it when you show us off to your friends. It means you think we’re completely worthy of you.

89. When we know there’s a possibility that we’d bump into you, we actually spend time planning our outfits.

90. We think it’s weird that you keep tagging people in photos that all look alike.
91. We put up a strong front, but we also get hurt easily.

92. We respect girls who can let us down firmly and clearly without beating around the bush or trying too hard to be nice.

93. Guys also care about clothes and shopping.

94. Guys are also afraid of silly things, likeflying cockroaches!

95. We’re very stubborn, but we can be open-minded if we want to be.

96. Don’t believe those teen movies – we’re not always thinking about gross stuff!

97. We know we’re in love with you when your name always comes up in our conversations with other people.

98. We still get jealous when you swoon over Edward Cullen. Even if he’s fictional.

99. We we say we like “simple girls” it doesn’t just mean we like minimal makeup and low maintenance clothes. It also means we want you to be game for anything and easy to please.

100. The most attractive girls are the ones who look naturally beautiful – like they’re pretty without even trying.

jayjayjayjay peeee.

2010-02-17T17:41:00.004+08:00

piggyback rideeeeee :) ♥♥

we called it, 'colour tone'.. HAHA sorry, boy. you know i love you 8)

kewlz.. :D hahahah.

went to Jerudong Park to celebrate kadik's birthday after crashing Pizza Hut.

bukan sambut Valentine's day eh. inda kuasa.. hahaha whaat.

bye :)

hehe :D

2010-02-12T15:35:00.005+08:00

hai orang handsome, batah jua waiting for anothar day ani :(

i never get the right shot fer this. haha

yakde, yakde :D geddit? paaan.

what a shot ;)

hye. nama sapa? :)

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Boy: baby we need to talk

Girl: kyle, wat do u mean?

Boy: sumthin has come up...

Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby

Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much

Boy: baby are you there??

Girl: yea im here wut is so important??

Boy: im not sure if i should say

Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: im leaving....

Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you

Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away

Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.

Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.

Girl: i cant believe this.

[FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn fone!! (And hangs up)]

Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad

Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go

Boy: would you run away with me?

Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!

Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..

Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on

Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.

Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park

Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min

[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.

Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)

Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go

Girl: ok (begins to walk away)

[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter he gave her]

It says.....

Erika,

U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye
- Kyle

[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]

....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....

Friend: how are u feeling?

Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.

Friend: o, about that. Kyle left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...

Girl: ummm ok

[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket, It says...]

Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Alwayz

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will

........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...

-Kyle]

Girl: omg its a letter, Kyle does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later

Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!

...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......

[Breaking news] 'An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school...' Reporter says.

[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Kyle was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]

....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was Kyle, he called to leave a msg. 'Its Kyle, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 u everything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!

2010-01-19T23:01:00.006+08:00

Just because- I’m quiet, doesn’t mean I don’t have a lot to say.

Just because- I’m sarcastic, doesn’t mean i don’t take things seriously.

Just because- I forgive, doesn’t mean I forget.
Just because- I don’t listen to your problems, doesn’t mean I don’t care.
Just because- I’m stubborn, doesn’t mean I’m not easy going.

Just because- I don’t study, doesn’t mean I’m stupid. :D

Just because- I don’t show my feelings, doesn’t mean I don’t have any.

Just because- I’m honest, doesn’t mean i’m outspoken.
Just because- I’m not like you, doesn’t mean i’m weird.
Just because- I’m unsure, doesn’t mean I’m afraid.
Just because- I don’t love you, doesn’t mean I don’t have feelings for you.

onnnnnnnnnn hiatus! :)

i love you, boy.

2010-01-12T18:41:00.001+08:00

kamu, my current school is "AWESOME" :D

can't wait to finish school :D

boy,

nisa rindu afif :(

2010-01-07T23:12:00.002+08:00

Amalina Brahim ): no moar her awesome talk and laugh. NISA WHY OH WHY

Wafiqah Kamaruddin aku tadi dngr sudah your letter. :(
have fun in Rimba okay and make friends with only the good people!

good luck for your O'level honey!
love you always!! ♥

Dewi Kartika nisa :) bibi read your letter for us tadi. sweet juaaa :D rifhan got teary- eyed, hahaha!

Dulce Wiah BABY! inda kau bagitau aku eh. kau ani. mencari jua ku kau tuuu :/ I MISS YOU! xx

Adibah Ramlee haha sure nisa. i understand. i hope you can cope. sir D said you did a thoughtful decision. and i know you know yourself better than anyone else. i mean...what you are capable of. :) sudah ada kwn baru? xxx

Haziq Don hahahahha ;D i will miss you nisa. :')

why in the world is everyone sad.. i is so sorry, kamu! guys! cheer up wah. come on, come on :D it won't be long. just about 10 months? :D

terdelete previous post. shizz.

2010-01-07T22:47:00.003+08:00

school was asdfghjkl!

thanks, girl :D

this is not a good place to swear.

but holding the swearing words makes me pissed off. HAAHAHA

efffffffffff.

bah, bye :D

hai :D

2010-01-02T23:09:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYBODEHHHH!!! :D :D :D

2009-12-29T19:50:00.008+08:00

wuuwh! hi, hello. haha i jush gotz back dari chee-kay :D

i'm a bit sakai posting this. kayz, lets see.

parents and families and cousins, went limbang masa petang.

they actually went terus to tembird.

friday, babah went home.

ooh, Happy Birthday uncu :D

saturday, i get to spend some time with afif before i'm off to chee-kay.

we went ke Manggis mall. makan sugaban! hehe :)

afif sent me off pukul 4.30.

he waved at me when i entered the airport.

its mah second time in my 16 years of living, naik airplane 8)

so like, went in around 5pm.

sampai sana around 6pm. gila, sasakku meliat International Airport KK ahh. HAHA

entah, banyak banyak lah banyak.

sampai sana, peluk mama.

dua hari kali ahh inda jumpa :p

tarus kana bawa makan. hehe :)

luckily i had 356 in hand :)

afif messaged me.

i missed you :(

we stayed di Courtyard hotel, One Borneo.

when i arrived, cousins brought me to K-Box ahha.

then, bowling. then, movie? i guess so, yeah.

we watched this exactly at 11.10pm.
it was really funny. and adorable.
theodore! simon! alvin.. biasa saja haha.
went to sleep.

2nd day, went to bandar. mama singgah kedai philippine.

we went Wisma Merdeka that. then Milimewa.

we wanted to go Centrepoint. tapi na jadi. pasal.. mama pening :(

when we were on the way back to the hotel, ada accident.

stupidly, orang yang kena langgar ani, lari just like that. damn, soooooooon! HAHA

tapi awu lah, it was really stupid of him. and not gentleman :)

what else..

FISH SPA!
gali! berabis. macam kana kelitik jua.
macam kaki kami samut samut pun ada jua.
but it felt good after that. so i recommend you should try it. eseh! hehe.

since it was the last day di kk before balik..

petangnya, lapas bandar, kami shopping! inda jua banyak di bali.

cus the time inda cukup. haha

buiring bawa ke garai? temapt makan malam yang di bandar. kianggeh ahh. haha

soddddaaaaaaap! we went back ke hotel lagi pukul.. 10.30 kali.

while mama pigi ke blackmarket. murahhhh. haha

kami main bowling! dua round. manis.

i got two strikes kali saja. and a spare. booo. haha intan wants us to play lagi di sini. tapi nanti.

ikut? ikut? haha. :D

besoknya, balik.. kami jalan pukul 11 kali. right after breakfast.

hafal ni, hafal.

KK, Beaufort, Sipitang, Sindumin, Lawas, Trusan, Tembird then to Limbang.

we arrived ara tedungan Kuala Lurah pukul 8.30pm kali.

lapas dari immigration, pukul 9.15.

ngaleh jubur, man. serious, serious.

habis.. ngaleh. berdelay saja HAHA

30th Dec,

went to gadong.

Happy Birthday Abang Mas :D

31st Dec,

went to afif's crib to celebrate new year with his famille :)

did countdown. hehe

1st January 2010,

it was a great start for a new twentyten :)

you know who you are :)

2009-12-22T23:36:00.002+08:00

"You might not be his first, his last, or his only. He has cared about someone else before and possibly will again but if he cares for you now what else matters? He’s not perfect and you aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. If he can make you laugh at least once and cause you to think twice, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He’s not going to quote poetry or be thinking of you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break so don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect more than he can give. Don’t over analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad and miss him when he’s not there".

facts :)

2009-12-22T02:00:00.003+08:00

31 INTERESTING FACTS ABOUT GIRLS

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.

3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which
is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.

5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.

6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them.

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?

8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.

9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.

10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway.

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.

13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act look uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.

14. A smile means a lot to a girl.

15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.

16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.

18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.

19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.

22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.

23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.

24. Girls love having fun!

25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.

26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.

28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.

29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.

30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.

31. Girls always hope that they can always remain as friend with their ex. But never know how.

99 truths a girl should know about guys.

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys love flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, but they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!!!!!!
14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys EUR™ weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting.
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
59. Guys don't really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

oh baby, you have my heart.

2009-12-19T23:24:00.002+08:00

bah, mana yang telah mendapat hati ku nah?

atas sekali, atau tangah tangah.

atau bawah sekali? *kiraiz. ahakz!

Afiff Razali atau,

Ibrahim Khalil Alkatiri atau,

Nick Hoult?

guess, guess! HEHE

2009-12-19T18:35:00.004+08:00

ha-ha. kan seminggu. lets recall!

tuesday, the day after monday.. haha i went gadong with afif.

mula mula, kan tengok Princess and the frog.

sekali, cousins apa sudah tengok. inda tia jadi.

nya afif, 'jual mahal' pasal ia twin seat :p

we refund. tengok Santau tia.

gula, man. siuuuuuuuuuuk! like, wooot. paan.

wednesday.. nada papa.

thursday.. i went to Sengkurong instead of Beribi. ada tahlil kali.

and..

AHLAN WASAHLAN tahun baru HIJRAH 1431 :)

semoga diberkati. amin.

'illahi selamatkan Brunei Darussalam'.

eseh!

friday.. sama afif le.

haha. went to tewtongz with him.

for berbecuez. seronokz! kami main U-N-O!

adakah ia trade wild card with me. HAHA :p

saturday, which is today.

i woke up at 6.

pukul 7.30 jalan. pigi mana nah? limbang nah.

sampai sana 8.45 kali. tak ingat.

salenya di sana, up to 70%! mantap! haha.

balik pukul 3. ngaleh! saddddang :)

i missed si awang. so yeah..

right at this moment, i would wana say,

afiff Razali, come home laju laju.

i wana have you after yer activity. boleh? :)

xx.

2009-12-14T23:18:00.001+08:00

i miss you.

and i can't wait to see you.

been goin out with afif for the past few days.

uber fun, fun, fun :D :D

2009-12-11T09:39:00.003+08:00

"tak perlu kau tanya lagi siapa pemilik hati ini,

kau tahu,

ianya pastu kamu.."

woot woot ;)

yes, you, Afiff Razali :)

2 days straight of wedding ceremony,

but i still have time to post. haha paan.

i miss this boy who is currently on his way to muara.

prolly sampai sudah.

its a long way to go to see you :(

tapi mesti sabar..

your girl is gonna be pretty in her baju kurungz for orang kahwin.

HAHAHAHAHA kay.. lmao.

2009-12-08T00:12:00.003+08:00

i went to the beach on sunday. supposedly, it was an advance birthday celeb for falah.

but it didn't work like i planned. hahaha.

who came were dayah, taufiq, salwa, najla, fatin, mairah, amalina, falah, lutfi, akif, jeez, nayeef.

and of course, my baby boy :p Afiff Razali :)

amirah didn't come :(

afif was with me for the whole sunday.

it was great :) :)

barbecue went on.

none knew how to light up a fire.

luckily, afif has his 'setau' knowledge, so he did it :p

hahaha okay, so today's post is all about Afiff :D :D

anyway, it was fun.

we went home pukul.. 5.15!

eyaah! haha paan.

okay, habis..

yesterday, monday.

i went gadong, last minute plan with afif.

watched Ninja Assassin. hi-yah! haha.

started at 5.50pm. ended exactly at 7.30pm.

nnnggam!

siuk ni siuk. afif and i karaoke-d (sp?).

lagu apanah?

lagu dari David Cook. lagunya, secret :D

pokoknya manusia, i had fun with Afiff Razali!

8th December,

Happy Birthday Falah, Amal Yahya. have fun :D

boy, read this.

hAimishYewzZx.

NISA SAYANG AFIF! :)

note : afif and i cooked. we fried the chickens! hahahaha

2009-12-05T16:26:00.002+08:00

"may Allah be with you, Micheal. Always. Love you." - Jermaine Jackson.

"Eclipse is going to be amazing, visually.." - Taylor Lautner.

afif's like, currently out of brunei.

and i'm waiting for him to come home :(

tomorrow will be having a barbecue.

place : Berakas Reserve Forest.

time : 8.30 til whenever.

2009-12-03T23:34:00.004+08:00

i want this. boleh?

ketinggalan? kay, sure :D

and this.

and this.. AHAAAAKZXZXZXZXZ.

do you even get it?

SNAKES ON A PLANE.

whaaaat? hahahha

kay. happy december. is it too late to say that?

haha its better late than never :D

hai, do you think i'm pretty? :D :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAH bimbo -_-"

err.. i did nothing today.

all i did was like, sleep. and like, eat.

later then, i was like, i ate at aminah arif.

and i'm currently watching E News! while waiting for afiff Razali.

untuk pulang bersamaku. eseh :)

danggg bini bini, kenapa kau nada blog atu kan?

aku kan stalk life mu jua ni! HAHAH kidding :)

"abdullah double u abdul" - david letterman.

get it? great if you do. cus i don't -_-"

effffff, i'm so...

ooh, have you watched dead silence?

cus i just did. taaawice!

berijap toh! ahakz.

am i talking so much?

yeah, maybe. its cus i'm like.. jobless. and like, i don't know what else to do. hehe!

i miss you, bbbbboy! ♥

2009-11-30T22:50:00.003+08:00

iya, currently skyping with afif :)

handsome ahh afif? hehe. :p

2009-11-29T19:29:00.008+08:00

edward : ... one condition. if you want it me to do it myself.

bella : what is it?

edward : ... forever.

bella : ....

edward : marry me, bella.

everyone went "aww..."

HAHAHAHAH sorry, kinda forgot ;)

biar tia spoil. its funny now people's going for taylor. as in, Jacob Black.

instead of Edward Cullenz. hehe.

watched the twilight saga, New Moon with afif ♥

it was uber amazing :D the New Moon rating, 9.5! hahaha lmao.

and right at this moment, i'm currently with afif Razali :)

imma miss you when you go back home ;)

♥♥

HERE AND THERE.

You ain't cheap, homegirls :)

♥♥

this is a cute love story.

a girl and a boy, were holding hands and suddenly the girlasked.

girl: am i pretty?

boy: no.

girl: do you wish 2 live with me?

boy: no.

girl: will you cry if i leave you?

boy: no.

the girl started to cry. the boy pulled her close to him and hug her. she even cried louder. the boy kissed her to stop her crying and said.

"you're not pretty, but you're beautiful".

"i don't want to live wth you, but i live for you".

"if you leave me, i won't cry, but i'll die, i love you ♥"

jayjayjayjay peeee.

hehe :D

Wafiqah Kamaruddin aku tadi dngr sudah your letter. :(

have fun in Rimba okay and make friends with only the good people!

good luck for your O'level honey!love you always!! ♥

Dewi Kartika nisa :) bibi read your letter for us tadi. sweet juaaa :D rifhan got teary- eyed, hahaha!

Dulce Wiah BABY! inda kau bagitau aku eh. kau ani. mencari jua ku kau tuuu :/ I MISS YOU! xx

Haziq Don hahahahha ;D i will miss you nisa. :')

hai :D

facts :)

oh baby, you have my heart.

a girl and a boy, were holding hands and suddenly the girl
asked.

good luck for your O'level honey!
love you always!! ♥